Selamat Hari Raya! :D

2011-03-30T19:13:00.002+08:00

Hey!

Leaving for Korea tonight! So excited yet nervous, somehow.

The thought of leaving my family for 6 days scares me i guess
Gonna miss my parents the most :(
Pray for our safety guys.

<3,

2011-03-24T22:13:00.002+08:00

"I may not have the softest touch, i may not say the words you search and though I may not look like much but i'm yours"
- The Script

I'd better start blogging before it's too late again.

But better be late than never RIGHT?!

Okay no laa just bloody stop procrastinating already.
Birthday celebration is so yesterday. I celebrated my birthday at Resort World's Hardrock.
It was awesomest. They surprised and sabo-ed me up the stage to sing along with Haizad -.-
Tomorrow going to HardRock again to see his band playing.

Whatever laa. Here comes the climax part:

I'm going away in exactly 6 days time. Going overseas.
Going with my boyfriend. Taking a flight.
TO KOREA. FOR 6 DAYS.

You can't believe it? Neither can i!

2011-03-07T22:26:00.002+08:00

"At night when the stars light up my room, i sit by myself talking to the moon"
- Bruno Mars

His mum must have always thought his crazy. LOL
But it's a good song. In fact all his songs are amazing. Big fan here :)

Today was partially productive, if that makes any sense at all.
I finally booked my driving class again, yes i decided enough hiatus already -.-
Dad accompanied me and we went lot after that.
I must say i enjoyed myself. Going to Pasar Malam, shopped at Cotton On. Spending quality time.
Thinking about it, it's been awhile since we last did this father-daughter thing together
Despite the part where we went to Courts and he urged me to get a TV, yet again,
i must say i had fun.

You must be wondering why does my dad kept pushing me to get a new TV.
Reason being my birthday is coming. He thought i'd love a new TV, BUT I DONT.
I already have a TV in my room and for goodness sake we already have 2 spare TV where would we thrash another one!! So i'll be very happy if i get something useful instead.
ANYTHING but TV, dad. Last warning ar.

Headed home, helped with the dishes.
Cleaned my room. TWICE. Watched 2 movies online and yeah just lazing around.

But yesterday was fun at aunt's. Because we had steamboat and it was delicious!
The food wasn't enough for everyone. Lol.
Aunt promised to get more food next time, cant wait!

2011-03-06T01:00:00.002+08:00

"Wishing you'd come sweeping, in the way you did before"
-Lady Antebellum

Today i felt very vain

1) I needed a new wallet. Checked Kate Spade's website but unfortunately they don't carry
the colour that i wanted, neon pink. So i had earlier asked favour from kak piz's friend, who resides in US to help me check if the store there carry Mercer Street Shannon in neon pink. So you see i'm this fucking close to get my dream purse. Over-excited. It will be a huge bummer if they don't have it though. Got my fingers and toes crossed!

2) Earlier we went to Arab Street. And i purchased the most jambu material ever to make my baju kebaya for Hari Raya. It is seriously so fucking gorgeous. Took me more than 30minutes to choose that alone though. And i got 2 more materials to choose, so mum said cannot make it. too tired. continue some other day. lol. Anyway thanks momsie for the kain, i know it's expensive but you still bought it for me. hehehehhee (L)

Early day tomorrow, fetching kak sab from work with abang yan.
then family session at cik mar's. They want to watch Khurafat together, that's why -.-
Can't wait! :)

2011-03-04T00:59:00.001+08:00

"If it's not like the movies, that's how it should be"
- Katy Perry

2011-03-03T00:11:00.002+08:00

" I thank Allah for opening my eyes "
- Maher Zain

Woah, updating for 2 days in a row. Now that's an improvement! xp
But this gonna be a short one. Got call up for work at 8:30 tomorrow!! annoyingshit
But, again, the Oscar is playing on channel 5. How to sleep like that?!

Today was fun!
Accompanied Nurul to Bugis again.
Nurul uses me for her make-up class.
When i told Abang Yan about this, he called me a rat lab -.-

Anyhoos, treated her to lerk thai and rushed home.
Abang Yan fetched me in less than 15 minutes after i got back and we headed to airport for dinner.

So we were talking in the car.
About our family, whatelse. Gossips. And all the funny stuffs.
Let's just say i'm proud to be brought up this way. To show respect to my elderly despite, our rude jokes to each other. Haa the irony.

Okay sleep now. Me boyfriend been trying to call me. So annoying -.-

2011-03-01T22:27:00.002+08:00

" I'm sorry, who are you again?"

I'm cool now, i guess.

You know what helps? This Honeysuckle White Tea from Pokka.

Don't bother trying. It's horrible. I had no choice cause it was the only cold edible drink left in the fridge.

Well there was Peach tea laa but i was too lazy then, to unwrap the pack -.-

My last update was like what, November? So last year!

Where do i even begin!

So school's out. Like finally. God knows how much i hated coming to class every single day.

Facing the stupid modules i was forced to anticipate in, that carries my daily grades.

It's really pathetic, i tell you. Seriously the PBL thing doesn't work. Atleast not on me.

Enough said. Besides the shit that happens every now and then, all else seems good.

Family as a whole had been amazing. We just did an overnight camp recently.

It was the rainy season back then, and before heading we really hoped it won't pour.

And there you go, not a single drop for 3 days straight. Instead it was scorching hot that ALL of us was badly burnt. Those who swam of course, got a double tan.
Of course, We didn't care back then laa cause we were so naive that it's just gonna be another sunburn. Plus we didn't want this to stop us from having fun.
But seriously, i think all of us regretted. Because we all looked ridiculous after that i tell you. Haha.

Haiqal and friends been awesome too.

They're like the daily dosage i need to keep me going.

Less than three :)

What is wrong with the media player?

For the past 5 days or so i've been downloading like 1million songs and it still chooses to play the same stupid old songs. Nbcb.

So have you heard?

My birthday is coming *jumps around* :D

2011-03-01T22:14:00.002+08:00

Omg i don't remember editing blogskins being this frustrating.

How the fuck did i ever made a blogskin from scratch?

Oh yeah, that was 5 years ago. Fml

I'm gonna blog back later. I seriously need to rest and cool myself down.

Exaggerating much. BUT SERIOUSLY FUCK CODINGS. MUST BE ALL THE NEW MEDIA COMM CLASS THATS MAKING ME AGITATED AT THE SIGHT OF CODES. NBCB.

2010-11-08T14:32:00.002+08:00

" I would fall asleep, only in hopes of dreaming "

Hehehehehhehe
Long time no seeeeeee ;)

Sorry, for restricting my blog to only myself that while
Dont worry though cause i hadnt been updating so you're not missing anything.
Not that you care rightttt. LOL

So free of me to update my blog when other teams are presenting *flicks hair*

Life's been good. New class. New friends. Awesome ones, to top that.

Haiqal and I are still together. In fact getting more, how should i put this, lovey-dovey, or as my friends
would call it, disgusting each day.

This is so weird.
Like im talking to a friend i hadnt seen for 20 months.

Hie. Im Syaa.
You are? Oh yeah, i remember you.
:)

I will TRY to update more.
Sabira you still reading? Get a life! HAHAHA

2010-10-16T13:30:00.001+08:00

Muahahahahaha
Okay seriously i will update reaaaal soon
Not that anyone keeps track.
Oh there is! SABIRA THIS IS FOR YOU.
MY LOYAL FAN (':
-.-

2010-09-30T13:30:00.002+08:00

Now you see me

Now you dont

BRB

2010-09-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna try to be good and start updating okay?
Brb I'm watching vma!

2010-07-30T20:38:00.003+08:00

IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKK! :D :D
*all hail the Queen!*
This picture was taken during one of our formal presentation day last week.
Hyrul said we looked like insurance agent -.-

I bet each and everyone of you missed me.
Oh stop the remorse already, im here now arent i? :p

The reason why i am so free as to update my blog is obvious; Because i have nothing better to do
I feel so strange to be home doing absolutely nothing, except adding on to the already exist God-knows-how-many-layers of fats on my stomach, with no sense of urgency of what's coming up next.
My next plan is in more than 10 hours time(IM GOING M'SIA!:D)
Seriously. I didnt know boring could feel so boring.
Havent felt this way since like what? Way before 'O' levels? GOD!
And to further highlight my pathetic state right now, i am home. ALONE!

However still i would like to share with you how i derive to this pitiful plight.
Once upon a time i thought i had booked my driving class today, on the 30th July 2010 at 6:15pm-8:05pm
Thus i had cancel all my plans, from work to dates and trainings
I was all geared up and excited to go for my first class! So excited you know!
To make things even more exciting, my teacher ended class really early today so i was thinking
maybe i could go home and change beforehand or anything.
Upon reaching home, i had this sudden urge to on the laptop and check my driving account.
To my surprise, there wasnt any booking record! I was puzzled at first and started to
randomly click around the page until i found this booking history tab(or something like that) which states,
I was absent for 2 class sessions which i had booked for 30th June! Exactly a month ago -.-
Believe me my reaction just now was uncanny! I seriously feel like kicking myself in the ass now.
I would be greatful if anyone could do me the honour and i happen to know someone who will: My dad
From the point of time i broke the news to him, he reminded me how a muddle-headed, clumsy oaf i was at an alarming rate of 20nags/min

I couldnt blame him either.
I mean my Basic Theory Test is fucking next week and i fucking havent go for ANY lessons
or the practices and worst still the evaluation(which you have to pass atleast 5 days before the actual BTT)
And for you to know it actually took me 3 months to get that slot!
At this rate i wouldnt be surprise if i got my lisence only at 25
FML

And to highlight back my point i could have been working now and earn the extra bucks rather than
sitting at home expanding this gigantic ass of mine!
Damn im pissed off.

Moving on.
I know i am so outdated but here's latest update on everything and anything.

#1

It's not new anymore that Abang Yan finally got engaged.
Very nice family reunite too, after 4years?
It was very touching to see everyone getting together once again.
My hopes and dreams finally came true.
Anyway, congrats to abang yan. Pardon the face the pic was taken at fucking 2am!
Tell me who had photo shoot at 2am in the morning when you're freaking getting engaged the next day?! LOL.

#2
Well you heard about the Iphone4.
Pissed off. Dampen hope. Disappointed. Depressed. Upset.
You name it. So what should i do now?
Hur Apple's Geniuses, wait for Iphone4gs???

I guess im stuck with this junk.
or i could 'exchange' phone with my dad. teehee ;)

#3
My boyfriend and i had been fighting alot the past 2 days.
Some of you may even witness it on facebook.
I dont know who to blame either.
I dont know why i got so freaked out over littlest things.
Maybe it's the PMS. I was having menses thennn.
Hope it's a good excuse. heh.
Whatever it is, im sorry dear.
You know how much i love you, dont you? (:

#4
& Here's a little something for Shaherman before he leaves
to serve the country.
I cant believe the day is here, so near.
I am for sure gonna miss you and your stupid jokes.
Be safe inside man, we are all gonna miss you.
SERIOUSLY :'(

If we ever meet again.

2010-07-07T11:37:00.002+08:00

IM SO SLEEPY IN CLASS I COULD DIE
OH GAWDD
& SCHOOL ENDS AT 7PM LIFE WHAT DA FUG.

ENTERPRISE SUCK COCK!

2010-07-02T15:13:00.002+08:00

" Building faith on love is the worst "

Greetings loved ones.
hahahahahahahahha.
I just find it amusing i've broken my own record of not updating the blog for the longest time!
Yes, in a whole of 5 years! I know right?
I wonder if anyone still even access to this dusty blog.

*blows*
Now it's better!
So wassup? Been busy much. Like serious busy.
So busy that waking up every morning is a chore.
I seriously miss sleeping in. Like for a whole of 12 hours.
Yes i can really be a pig sometimes. sometimes only ar bitch.

I've been saying bitch alot these days (y)

For the record:
I have a stupid project manager interview for gamelan, which God knows which bug voted me, later
and work at 7pm till closing, meaning i'll reach home pass midnight
and tmrw morning have to wake up early again, even though it's Saturday cause the familia is going JB
and sunday have to go Batok for nephew's whatever ceremony thing
and monday i have test and work after that
and
and
and
this will never end
i want holiday. already. now bitch.

I've still yet to eat. gaaaaah!
why i got so many choresssssss.

& In case you havent heard i've been accepted as the official
permanent part timer in Cotton On. Hell Yeah! (L)

So dont expect much update here. I told you, add me up in twitter!
bitch.

So here is my baby(soon):

Rumoured to be here mid-late july.
You'll be momma's soon. I'll just have to do a lil begging.
Dont worry, momma's got all the plan work out. From the tears to 10 reasons.

(:

ADD ME IN TWITTER LAA BITCH

2010-05-28T15:52:00.002+08:00

"Earthquakes can't shake us , Cyclones can't break us, Hurricanes can't take away our love away"

Wassup yaw!
Man, it's been so long!
Been busy much with school and stuff.
Nevertheless life's been great.

If you're wondering it's mua de holidays now.
Like, finally!
Frankly speaking i get so tired during school days because of the lack of sleep.
Poor thing. I know right? ):

Vesak day today.
Another family feast. Aunty's cooking mua de favourite kangkong. yummeh.
and momma cooked prawn. yumyumyum.

Gamelan IG camp on the 7-9 June for all seniors&juniors.
SO EGGXITED! :D

Just received a sms from Man.
DSP gonna have a show at Bedok CC and we're all invited.
yay yay.

get more updates from my twitter!
twitter/Syaa_Mcqal

2010-05-20T13:01:00.003+08:00

" Funky get wild "

*Blows dust*

So what's new? We just had a Clubbing session here in class.
Here's a sneak. A little giddy watching the video though.
Zara was the camerawoman and i was the girl who couldnt stop laughing.

2010-05-08T15:07:00.002+08:00

Finally my twitter account is ready.
Been working on the SMS thing for the past couple of days.

Seriously i didnt want to make one.
I mean i dont own an Iphone or BB, why should i have one?
But Zara convinced i can sms to update my status and its free.
I got excited after that. Heh.
Im so kental and outdated.

The age is taking over me, i guess.
Anyhoos, add me up. Im not sure how but here's my URL,
http://twitter.com/syaa_mcqal

Pardon me, i got TWELVE=12 gifts to wrap.
I have ALOT of mummy.

2010-05-05T11:37:00.003+08:00

" Like there's no sunrise "

It's May already, the start of something new.
So much fun we've had, which i regret not including in this blog
due to the lack of time or sometimes just sheer laziness.

So yesterday boyfriend came over after school.
My mum still treats him like royalty, she lays out the table for him to eat
and cooked black pepper crab. We had fun.
After dinner all of us went out to Lot 1 with all my other aunties and uncle.
My boyfriend brought back phineas&ferb too.

In school now.
Everyone is suppose to wear white.
So let's see, zara wore checkeres black&white top which she considered WHITE.
Daniel brought along his too tiny white top and overlap it on his body.
Hyrul forgets to wear white. but the rest looks okay.
Not good, but not bad.

My class has been crazy over Annoying orange on the 'wazzup' episode.
We've been going 'wazzzuup' every now and then ever since forever.
Now we got another catchy slogan to say every 6 seconds, ' True... true '
Even the faci for today got annoyed and said,
' That's all that i've heard from your class, i wonder if you really understand what im saying '
LOL

Mother's day celebration on saturday.
Going shopping with BF tomorrow.

& i love Zara Anuar, mua biatch
im so proud of you&your strength sayangggg (L)

2010-04-30T22:53:00.002+08:00

Red-eyes.
Itchyitchy here.
Scratchyscratchy there.
Sneeze every now and then.

did i tell?
Im allergic to hamsters.
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2010-04-30T20:44:00.002+08:00

" Tell me something, when the rain falls down my face.."

Look who's here!!
Finally, gotta spend my time with Phineas&Ferb.
Both are sleeping now though.
Went some shopping for them at Pet Lover and i bought two really cute
exercise ball for them to run along :D

School was fun.

I cant believe Lady Gaga amputate her leg for the sake of
entertainment and fashion, like whattttttttttttttt. -_____-

2010-04-29T18:35:00.002+08:00

" If it takes you forever, .. "

Have you heard?
Recently boyfriend and I found two hamsters abandoned, in the cutest
pink cage ever, without food and water.
It was really dramatic then, i even teared for them.
God knows how long they've been left by the stairs like that.

So to cut things short, we brought them to the pet shop.
Bought food for them, refilled their water tube and the friendly people
from Pet's Lover sanitized their cage for them and i was so touched when
they gave some bedding to the cage. Because believe me, the fuckers who abandoned
them dont even bother to give them a proper bedding!
We decided to bring them home and named them Phineas and Ferb.
To be precise I named them Phineas and Ferb because boyfriend tried to name them
Upin&Ipin! Annoying.

We'll be rotating to take care of them.
I'll be taking them from boyfriend by this week & I cant wait!
Cause they're so adorable, I miss them!

Here's a pic of Phineas&Ferb.
Arent they the cutest thing ever?

2010-04-26T20:19:00.003+08:00

" Spin me faster like a kaleidoscope "

I miss blogging!
God damn it, school's been making me so fatigue!

But it's been great,
except for the brain-cracking modules, everything's fine.
So, recently Hyrul brought his DSLR to school.
We were feeling a little vain then so my team mate cam-whored.

We looked promising&the kind of kids your mother's so proud of, dont you think so? ;D
We've come to a conclusion that DSLR makes everyone look/feel better.
More pictures in facebook, of course!

Relationship with baby had been chaotic over the pass few days,
but it's cool now.
Then just now my family&i went to lot 1 and bumped into baby with sufi hakim.
So hilarious, my aunties were making him blush and if its not enough, she called him fat.
hahahaha :D

Speaking of which family been planning for mother's day since like what? last month? lols.
First it was carousel, which was cancelled.
and then malacca, which i suspect would be cancelled as well since its the exam period for kids.
next? i guess void deck as it is :D

I got a massive headache here.
Got caught in the rain on the way back just now.
):

& i miss mr.bonch,
Muhammad Haiqal (L)

2010-04-18T11:27:00.002+08:00

" Let's get drunk "

Yesterday i decided to give the Singapore flyers a chance.
I convinced myself i would have alot of fun and that 45mins gonna pass just like that.
But true enough, i was lying to myself.
I did not enjoy it at all. In fact i hate it.
I dont get the point of getting stuck in a container for 45mins while you see the same
scenery over and over again. I mean the only thing that changes is the angle!
The only thing i like is the thrill of being at the peak.
I know. I know. I stay on the 13th floor why would i still be thrilled of getting up high, right?
But it's diffrent. It's the same theory applied when i enter an amusement park and would
be so excited for the roller-coaster but when it started moving, i wish i didnt even sat!

School tomorrow ^.^

2010-04-15T21:36:00.003+08:00

" Can you feel this magic in the air? It must have been the way you kiss me. "

Today was the official school day for me.
Besides the fact this is the first time im travelling out of my city for school,
i nearly passed out carrying my laptop.
I still have 1094 days before graduate, damn!

Class was cool.
We learnt science today.
Yes for all the hardship and effort i went through secondary school to drop science
i cant believe im learning science again. Great.

Oh yesterday!
My boyfriend&I went shopping! or rather HE went shopping.
That vain hot thing.
The best part was of course his treat to Thai Express. Yummy.
Thanks sayang! *hugs*

The rashes on my leg is being a bitch again.
Damn bitch. You horny whore! Go hide yourself!

2010-04-14T14:25:00.003+08:00

We were suppose to meet at 1pm,
but now it's 2.26.
Because menssy decided to visit me and brought her bestfriend along, cramp.
okay lame.
But anyway i vomitted like 6 times today?
really couldnt stand the pain. Of all time on my anniversarry? Are you kidding me?
Ya know sometimes i cant wait to get pregnant just so i can avoid menses?
I know there will still be labour pain but still..

LOL. My boyfriend is here now.
Him: SEMPAT MAIN COMP! YOU TURUN SKARANG!

HAHAHA.
OKAY GTG NOW BYE.
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2010-04-14T00:27:00.003+08:00

It's the time of the year, again.

We've been spending so many anniversaries together since 2006 and yet it's only

been 1 year today. If only i got the time machine, i'll make sure we make no stupid childish

decision back then.

But again, the older you grow the wiser you get. Goodluck Ashyqil.

It's been a tough road, huh?

If the uneven surface of the tiny one-way road werent' enough,

there will always be the extra huge enormous rocks that gets in our way every mile or two.

& to add-on, the hot sun scorching right above us kept telling us to turn our way back.

I admit, we gave up back then.

We knew we only had each other. We gave up.

We went on our separate ways to continue our journey and thought that the road

will get smoother with the presence of someone else to accompany.

But no, it only gets worst. Terribly worst.

The roads were only getting crampier.

and the sun was angrier than ever.

Someway somehow when we thought we've gotten over the other party,

we were definitely wrong.

Cause without realising, it's the picture of us that has still been clinging at the edge of our mind.

Ready to fall, anytime. Yet still holding on strong.

& at that moment, a smile across my face is nothing but a curve.

It took us more than a year to realise what was wrong;

Our heart. But it's all too late. Even tears of regret wouldnt help.

Nasi dah menjadi bubur.

We refused to move on but what could we do?

We waited.

&waited.

Exactly last year during my birthday, i was so nervous.

Was he gonna wish me?

Will i be able to survive a birthday without him after so long?

and then he called.

God, you're the only One that truly knows that sinking feeling i had deep inside me.

I was elated. Tearing.

Its like our path finally meet,again.

& we wanted so much to say we missed each other badly.

& we wanted so much to say we wanted to continue walking together.

& It did.

Alhamdullilah.

We learnt to appreciate each other more now.

We learnt to understand situations.

We learnt to say 'It's okay'.

We learnt to say 'Im sorry'

& of course,

im greatful&am very lucky to be able to say this to you(again),

I LOVE YOU! i really do.

Thank you,

Muhammad Haiqal.

For making everything possible in my life.

For making sunshine for me when it's storm.

Because of you,

I find myself smiling alone when i think of you.

Because of you,

I cry the hardest when you left me with nothing.

Lets walk this path, all over again.

Holding on tight this time.

Bringing a shade this time.

Trust each other, this time.

Happy Anniversary.

Ashyqil;

25th November 2006-3rd February 2009

14th April 2009-Eternity

Insyaallah.

2010-04-11T21:34:00.003+08:00

" The start of something new "

Schools's orientation will finally take place tomorrow.
I am definitely looking forward to it :D

Be it the most un-glam poly,
I'm gonna work hard. Im gonna prove im as smart being in ~~Rejected~~ Republic Poly.
Of course im hoping this enthusiasm wont be a 2 minute thing, heh.

So all the best to those starting school like me!
Hope you'll adapt to the new environment and course with no regret(s).
Have fun, life still rock on! \m/

Okay im gonna hit the hay now.

xoxo!

2010-04-10T10:31:00.002+08:00

" You're a rockstar, everybody wants you "

I've been feeling very boho these days.
Beats me why. I even did extensions on my hair.
Very long, very pretty, very boho. heh.
& bought lots of boho bracelet (L)

I got a feeling today's gonna be adventurous.
Today will be the interschool(sec) band comp for SYF
So Sfq&i plus the gang had decided to go.
But the only problem is, we didnt have tickets.
Because we heard the seats are limited. (?)
It's okay, it's alright. We can do this. (ihope)

My favourite photo in Malacca. The only thing that spoil this picture is of course,
My uncle. Look how tiny he made me. URFGH!

2010-04-08T18:14:00.003+08:00

" And with this silence brings a moral story "

Your promises are nothing, still.
That's why i prefer not to seed any hope.

;for that i still fail to distrust you and gave in to love.

Tell me, im a fool. Arent' i?

(6.23PM)
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2010-04-08T02:54:00.002+08:00

It's 2.54 am.
Im just done watching this.
& my PJ was all drenched in tears cause i was too lazy to get the tissue box.
Definitely recommended.

2010-04-07T23:51:00.003+08:00

Everybody's changing & i dont feel the same

Shopping spree with curly just now spells awesome.
Think i spent over $300+ on ~~unnecessary~~ stuff and now im broke.
):
Time to be a good girl and sit at home, sigh.

2010-04-06T22:41:00.002+08:00

" Love like you're dying "

Hello people im back from KL.
(On Sunday, actually.) ;p

I collected my laptop(my current love) yesterday.
It was so so heavy. & plus the free gifts they put in a huge bag i totally
couldnt handle it (alone) & if the misery was not enough, It was pouring so heavily.
So i decided to cabbed back my aunt's place after pondering on the possibility that i would reach the next morning if i walk to interchange and take a bus. Cause i literally stop every 10 steps
to free my hands from the load and continue walking.
What a waste of my bloody 5 bucks. (Yes, it is a big deal.)
Anyway, my lappie is amazing cause its pretty in PINK.
& the function's so cool, I LOVE IT! :D
(Thanks dad)

I miss my boyfriend much.
I got alot to complaint to him. But didnt have time eversince we came back from our holidays.
It's either i fall asleep too early or he would be out at work from early till late.
Damn i miss him. Boo! ):
So i cant wait for thursday. Thanks to him for the effort to find replacement at work
just to go out with me. Aaaww :D
love love love.

Speaking of which, KL trip was awesome.
You know our hotel rooms were connected, It was amazing.
I remembered ordering Tomyum in the middle of the night with my cousins
and watching Trick 'r Treats on HBO when we couldnt sleep
Cause we spent most of our bus ride sleeping. Sooo good&comfy :D
Did i tell you its the first time we actually took a bus for a holiday?
We usually drive. So there's this tour guide and my cousins and i were being totally
disrespectful but we didnt care. :D
Team spirit! LOL!
& The time when there was a soccer match going on at night. Chelsea VS Man U if im not wrong,
and the guys requested to go back early and the tour guide says okay to my famm.
& when chelsea scores my uncles would run at the hotel aisle knocking on the boys door calling them loser and ran back to our rooms. LOL!

Tomorrow will be awesome.
Going out with SFQcurlywurly.
Cant wait! (:

2010-04-02T00:02:00.001+08:00

Im off to KL.
will be back on Sunday.

It's gonna be an awesome trip, i swear.

2010-03-30T12:25:00.002+08:00

'' I just wanna bring you down so badly, in the worst way "

I had the worst work experience last night.
Despite the fact i was stationed with Sue&Night Safari actually went black-out for awhile,
i just felt so not in place. Thanks to that bitch.
Please laa, open up your eyes. Havent you realise we are so damn short of manpower now
because of people like you? Whore.
Sometimes i feel so much like quitting when you bring me down so badly.
But this is like the coolest part-time job ever! What with crazy friends&supervisors,
what more could i ask for?
You cant even speak a perfect, proper english sentence without any grammar mistake.
Seriously, were you from macdonalds?

Cant wait to meet babyboy later.
Misses.

2010-03-29T15:56:00.001+08:00

Now tell me:
How can i ever get a french manicure when my nails are
taking turn to break! It's so annoying.
Now im left with only 7 nails. )):

Guess i'll have to wait, again.

2010-03-27T00:11:00.002+08:00

" I can kiss away the pain "

Apparently my cousin told me that 2 lifes has been
taken, due to Malboro Iceblast.
It seems to be that the ball inside(which had to be crush before smoking) contains chemical too strong for a human being to handle.
I did my research on this and somehow couldnt find any article to support this "fact"
So up till now, to what extend is this true? Only my cousin know. LOLs.
I told my friend(s) about this earlier on. Their response?
" Alaa, malboro iceblast ke, next chill isap rokok tetap mati pe "
LOLs. sungguh demoralising. hancur!

I think i over eat today.
I dont even bother to make an effort to stop.
Cause my dad is so not helping, he just brought back cheese prata.
yumyum :D

2010-03-25T13:33:00.002+08:00

" Dont call my name "

Im Bored.

waiting for girlfriend to come over.

2010-03-24T12:56:00.005+08:00

" I wont tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound "

IM NOT WORKING TODAY! YAY! :D
& so im going out later. Im gonna to have my ever so mouth watering tomyum at woodlands.
Then training at 7pm. My peeps are already in woodlands.
I woke up late of course. hee.

Im high right now.
Beats me, i dont even know why.
lol lol lol lol lol.

LISTENING TO MY JUKEBOX MAKES ME HAPPY I GUESS :D
okay stop laa kay kay. here's something to end with:
I'll let you go goo-goo-gaa-gaa over my hot lover. But just this once ya.
Dont stare too much, his mine!
*EDITED* (VIDEO CHANGED, HEH)
i thought he looked sexier in this one. :D
oh my darling.

2010-03-23T13:34:00.000+08:00

Here's something:

2010-03-22T15:25:00.002+08:00

" Fill my little world "

It's raining heavily.
Not that im complaining but the thunder&lightnings is just too much for me to handle.
Definitely a bad time to be left at home, alone.

Birthday party was a blast.
In fact we had such great time that i was reluctant to bid them goodbye.
Seriously we were having so much fun playing games, laughing till our stomach hurts.
Of course they bullied me in one of their games, the video has been spreading on facebook.
Stupid me dont even know i was punk'd till i watch it. Gullible arent me?

& So i wanna thank everyone for the presents.
Especially love the present from adindas&co.
They made this really fabulous gorgeous birthday card for me,
where my pictures were cut out perfectly and pasted on that huge green cardboard with
everyone else's wishes at the side. So sweet. I love it.
And they even bought for me this shoe i love, colourful shoe i saw at Bata.
I am not the Bata kind of girl but this shoe just caught my eye weeks ago, i told my Gf about it.
Cant believe she bought it for me. Lols. So shuweeettttt. :D

and to everyone else, my aunties etc: Thanks for the gift.
Its very ironic how i receive so many bracelets as my birthday gift.
Those who know should know. Dont laugh okay.
ANYWAY THANKS YAW! :D

2010-03-20T14:09:00.002+08:00

" Irreplaceable "

I love today's morning.

We're having a gathering yet again to celebrate March Babies birthday,
basically my aunties and myself.
Invited some friends over and my boyfriend as well.
Gonna officially introduce him to the family.
Very anxious yet very timid to see each and everyone's reaction.
Dont know if my uncle's gonna kill me. Dont know if my cousin's gonna make him pee.
Not my mother of course, she love him for sure.

Anyway wish me luck guys.
For those invited, see you guys.
We're gonna have an awesome night! :D

2010-03-18T13:54:00.002+08:00

oh ya, let's talk about yesterday.
My boyfriend nearly gave me a heart attack. God damn that asshole.
This is what happened:

As many know, i hate replying messages when im busy doing stuff.
& i have this really annoying phone that until you read the message(s) sent,
it will still keep ringing. I know those of you using LG feel me right?
Anyway, i went out to training and walked with Q to CC but my phone kept ringing in my bag.
I was too lazy to take it out so i ignored.
From walking, to office, to tea-lodge(our room) i finally cursed the person sms-ing me as i took
out the phone. It was my boyfriend. sms-ed stating he was in hospital.
So i called him, confused. Cause i thought he went to town with his mom.
He picked up and said he fainted at town and thus brought to hospital by the ambulance.
I FEEL SHAHERMAN. hahaha.
I got panicked, my boyfriend doesnt sound good and he hung up on me and didnt return my call
which girlfriend wouldnt be panic?!
So i gave up and called his mum to ask what's wrong.
Again i got confuse, his mum told me he was sick. fell at town and such but seems to be
stuttering as if not knowing what really happened.

I GOT SO CONFUSED.
then i got to know i got punk'd by everyone.
they went to the hospital to visit their family member who just gave birth.
THEY NEARLY LANDED ME IN THE HOSPITAL!
-_________________________________-

!##%$^&^(*(&^&%$# !!!!

that is why, my boyfriend is, am and will always be an asshole.

2010-03-18T13:46:00.002+08:00

" I dont know if i need you, but i want you "

Yes. I want harem pants!
online-shopped just now and saw lotsa gorgeous harem pants!
but im fucking broke now, like seriously.
Our birthday cake,which i regretted sponsoring, cost me a bomb!
seriously man. How can a cake cost so much?
I mean it will still turn into SHIT at the end of the day, right? -.-
But heck, the cake is pretty. It better taste as good as it look!

BUT I STILL WANT HAREM PANTS.
or LE COQ SPORTIF WHITE PANTS.

damn it. i hate all these temptations when im broke.
fuck man fuck!

2010-03-16T17:07:00.002+08:00

I told my parents i seriously need a bigger wardrobe,
they said no since my current wardrobe can never be removed. It is stuck to the wall kind.
I hate this. Its too crampy. My poor clothes.
So my only solution is to let go some some of my clothes. ):
Im gonna sell them, for those interested you can mail me or something.
Most of the clothes i have were only worn less than 5 times.
Some are even brand new with taggings.
Mostly from Forever 21, Old Navy, Niu Look, Mystery.
Im even selling my Animal. So please, take it away.
I need more space to accommodate new nice stuff for poly.

2010-03-16T13:02:00.002+08:00

"This moment is perfect"

I was wondering why my juniors came online
so early in the morning. I mean, arent they suppose to be in school?
Then i realise, oh crap. It's the time of the year again. holidays.

Yesterday my boyfriend cheated my feelings again.
He told me he would knock off at 3pm but only turned up 115mins later.
I was so pissed off i tell you. The limit of patience i set for myself had go beyond the boundary.
So fucking pissed off that my leg automatically moved to kick his crotch when he appeared in front
of me. I was sitting you see.
And you know what get me more annoyed? When i couldnt tap out at
Orchard due to "overstay" and quite an amount of money were deducted from my card.
ITS BAD ENOUGH IM USING ADULT FARE!!! ERGH.
seriously he was really testing my patience yesterday.
and his hands, eew. stinks so badly i wanna vomit yesterday!

hais. i asked him to scrub his hands again with generous amount of soap.
told him not to work as a fishmonger. -.-
then we ate at puncak. good nice food.
then i accidentally went inside this shop, i know im not suppose to spend.
but this denim jacket i saw kept asking me to take him home, so i bought. ):
then went shawhouse watched our first M18 movie. lols.
Its damn boring.

2010-03-13T13:01:00.004+08:00

.
♥Come to Mama!!♥

2010-03-11T12:58:00.002+08:00

Yet i woke up in the morning still searching,
with tears in my eyes.
Where's the person i was so close to?
Who never fail to celebrate this day of my life?

2010-03-10T12:01:00.002+08:00

" Could it be that when i was dreaming of you, you were dreaming of me too baby? "

OH LOOK!
It's the eve of my birthday! :D
I am sooo egg-xited!
IM TURNING EIGHTEEN IN 12HOURS!
OHMAGEEEEEEE.

DIKIR LATER.

OHMAGEE IM TURNING EIGHTEEN OHMAGEE!!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-03-09T00:35:00.003+08:00

" How do i ever survive? "

Yesterday was awesome.
We had keluaran in the morning.
I was late again blablabla.

Simplified birthday surprise story.
Then went to abang Kak ty's place.
The plan was to celebrate Nurul's 2nd birthday.
True enough we celebrated her birthday.
Then Eina started to pull me outside and asked me the lamest question ever,
'Mega nak pakai ape?' LOLs. Mega is like 2months away!
I knew something was fishy. But didnt expect much.
To my shocking when we entered the house back everyone started singing
birthday song for me. I almost teared.
So unexpected can? I was overjoyed.
Although its very advance, but their plans worked. Even the sabo part. Damn it. haha.
Apai was such an asshole he kept squeezing the cake to my face.
I was interviewed after washing up. Hilarious video can be found on facebook.
Then i was sabo-ed for the second time.
I was gullible and stupid enough to not suspect anything.
I ran down so confidently just to be hit flour.
Like seriously i was running down the stairs and before i knew it, POOF.
My world turned white.
For once i felt like MJ.
This time i took a shower and wore Kak Eja's clothes.
What GREAT friends i have. haha.
But i had a really great time. Seriously. Thanks guys.
Love you people.
More pictures will be found on facebook.

Again, thanks guys.
Much love.

2010-03-07T01:36:00.002+08:00

"It's a beautiful lie"

I fought with my boyfriend and decided to divert
his phone calls to Macdonald's delivery.
Now his really pissed off and sms-ed me saying,
' Dont make me lose my temper '

well you deserve it!
hahaah! :D

2010-03-06T11:14:00.001+08:00

Latest update:
Night Safari-an staff having an outing tomorrow.
Now im in a dilemma.

DAMN!

2010-03-06T10:36:00.002+08:00

"Just like a paperback novel "

Training last night was egg-citing.
Abang Zul was kinda angry with us towards the end but everything's cool, i guess.
After that we slacked around, laughing at stupid jokes while waiting for
Gf's parents to fetch us for supper @ Bukit timah.
Met up with daddy there.
Had this ultimate delicious mouth watering Roti John Cheese(minus onion) ever!
It's soooooo good i could still taste it in my mouth. :D

Nothing interesting for today, just work as usual.
My peeps gonna head down to Geylang tonight to watch Tedjatimur, i heard.
So fun ):
Well atleast im gonna meet them tomorrow.
Finally gonna meet my baby dada, it's been years.
After that we're gonna go out. yay tomorrow! :DD

2010-03-05T00:30:00.002+08:00

" So kiss me, "

Finally met darling after 6months of not meeting him.
We were pretty clueless and didnt know where to go & so we decided on vivo.
Had a breakfast too late at harbourfront and headed to harbourfront centre to pay a visit
to my love store. Goodness gracious Animal was having up to 70% relocation sale!!
What the fuck right? I mean of all time now when im broke?!
And then i saw this beauty le coq sportif white pants which just totally caught my heart.
Oh dearrrr. ):

Then we window shopped around afterwhich my heart was more or less
hanging on its last piece as we entered the last store.
& you know what made it hang in there?
This pure holy white hoody top i got from F21.
I know right? BAD ME! ):

We camwhored after that, making full use of the stunning sun behind us
as it sets elegantly to call the day off.
It was kinda breezy just now and my boyfriend is such an asshole
he cares about his hair more than me.
His as vain as me now, always bragging that his fringe is longer than mine.
hais. (:

Anyway we chill and ate fries and took 188 back to CCK.
I was laughing my ass off in the bus when my boyfriend let me watch some
hilarious videos from youtube.

& guess who we collided in at cck?
Baby Aidan! He said he miss me, i could tell by the way
he looked at me when i kiss him.
HAHA.

2010-03-03T02:41:00.002+08:00

Watching desperate houseswife.
Reaper's coming up next.
Tell me how can i ever sleep early?

2010-03-02T15:08:00.002+08:00

" Bagai tarian padi, dihembus bayu senja "

I wonder how my brain works.
Why quintessential matters sink deep inside.
Yet those trivial ones or better yet, the ones that my brain made up, which will never gonna happen in reality,
tops the priority.

I had always wanted my 18th birthday to be a big thing, ya know'?
i mean, im finally turning legal!
But not till 2 days ago did i realise it was coming so close, too close in fact.
Of course it was/is too late for anything and everything.
It's too late to book a chalet, even BBQ pits are fully booked.
However im still trying my chance.
But even so, i would be out of casssh$$.
What with the food&decorations. If i had come to know earlier, i would have clocked in more hours at work.
Hais.
Although my family is going to make a birthday bash for us, March babies, on the 20th,
still i want a party of my own! ):

My boyfriend asked me recently what i was expecting for my birthday.
I refused to answer but he just kept pestering so i told.
And then he got angry, telling me i was being unrealistic and that i was making him more stress.
All i asked for was..

Both of us to have the most romantic picnic on a patch of the most greenest green,
under the warm sun. As we prepare ourself for shade under an umbrella,
a cool breeze kiss our neck leaving cold sweat.
He took out some food from the basket and fed me to the egg sandwich that he made, with love.
I've never tasted an egg sandwich so tasty before. I smile with delight.
After which he surprised me with a birthday cake, oreo cheesecake. My favourite, complete with candles on it.
Just when i thought everything was over, he handed me a box neatly wrapped with heart-shaped paper.
I was stun but my hands unwrap the gift, until the last bit of tape left.
I gasp. Speechless. I didnt even realise i was crying until he wiped my tears and said,
' Happy Birthday, Dear '
It was a 32GB Iphone in white!

What?(:

2010-02-28T23:37:00.001+08:00

It's one of those nights.
where nothing feels right

2010-02-28T02:27:00.002+08:00

" I'll get by, I'll survive. I wont cry. "

It's 2.28 in the morn' as shown on the desktop.
Dont ask me why but i've been having insomnia.
It's good enough for me if i get to knock out as early as 2 these nights.

The day wasnt that great, i had a bad stomachache coming.
So bad that i left work as early as 9pm. Felt bad thou'.
We were short of staff and my supervisor was just being nice.
The crowd was bad(again) tonight.
I guess our hope for the crowd to be diverted to IR was crashed just like that.
Or maybe its just too early to say anything?

Anyway reached home and found pizzahut spread nicely on the table,
obediently waiting for their turn to be stuff inside my mouth.
Then we had a short dramatic beetle experience at home.
I swear i was freaking panic. Because the freaking beetle which was IN my hair
didnt wanna get out. It scared the freaking shit out of me. Almost freaking poop in my
thongs. okay stop.

Watched Titanic. Another dramatic experience.
Then just chill. with sour plum (:

Today my emotions were triggered.

AND MY BF IS A FREAKING STALKER!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

2010-02-26T00:25:00.003+08:00

" We're saving our own life "

It was a very exciting day for me.
I woke up around 2pm just now and found a few text waiting to be read,
one of which was from Q. Saying she's at CCK with family and baby Qusyairah.
Of course i quickly rush to take my shower, changed and headed to Lot 1.
As i entered Lot one, guess who i met?
Boyfriend with his sister and mum, who was carrying kak piz's newborn, baby Aidan.
He is just soooo sooo cute. Such a heartbreaker.
& his hair, oh so thick.
Then Q came over, so ibu&his mum were chatting while i carry baby Qusyairah.
She really miss me. hahahahahaha. ;p
After that we separated. Sent ibu and the others to taxi stand and they cab back.

After which i rush again to Northvale.
Went to Cassy's place. Joji was there too.
It's been months since i saw them and joji was growing SO FAT!
im not kidding she's so chubby.
So we talked and went over to Joji's new house.
Yes she moved. One block away. LOL.
the best thing was she got her own bathroom!!! coolio.
I was hungry so cooked noodles and just chill, just like old days.
After which Joji showed me all her VS stuff.
She got the VS wristlet i wanted to much. She bought it online.
I got so jealous, that after this im so going here to shop.
But im not gonna but anything first, i'll just see the price range between here and
VS's first retail shop at Sentosa.

Anyway, i rushed back home around 5.
rush, cause i was late for work. hee.
work was boring&tiring. fullstoppp :D

2010-02-23T15:19:00.002+08:00

" I found a place so safe not a single tear "

If you are using an iphone/itouch/desktop/laptop/htc/nokia/lg/sony/samsung/phillip/perx/canon/ whatever shit there is and see that the navigations in my blog are
" Y Y Y Y " then your gadget suck!
it is suppose to be all heartshapes, jackass.

okay fine im working on a new blogskin.
meanwhile, suck it up.

work, i need to prepare for work.

2010-02-22T00:45:00.003+08:00

" Love is a resistance "

Performed just now, finally.
Show cock up as usual. (:
It was funny, Juwita forget her script and made an impromptu on stage.
LOL to her. (:

& we lepaked near 7-11
i think i saw my boyfriend's family.
They were there all along and my friends were making so much noisy.
They were high on candyfloss&popcorns. Sugar rush.

The best part was, abang gave me a surprise.
He bought for me a large can of Rockstar Energy Drink.
I tasted it for the first time & its freaking awesome!
I cant thank him enough, he is just sooooo amazing!
The can itself is so nice. I wish i could upload the pictures,
but im not using lappie.
Its very mafan you see,desktop no bluetooth. haha.

After that went back with Gf.
Met Curly at cck. And we found spot at intcg, sat and talked for quite a while.
We made a confession that we do miss studying.
Seriously. You see it was N level at first then O levels.
It's like studying non-stop for 2 years and now when we have such long break
it felt so weird you know. Even lost at times!.
So yeah, we made a deal that when we have time
we will meet up at limbang and study again like we did when school reopen.
I cant wait! ;D

Oh, i guess everyone know i want a bike licence badly.
The sad thing is, till now i still fail to convince my father.
It's sooo annoying.
I actually threatened him recently that unless he trade his car for a lexus or toyota rush,
i wont ever take car licence.
So far its not working. Damn it.
Gotta come up with better plan, because birthday is just weeks away! :D

2010-02-20T12:27:00.003+08:00

" I'll never write a song, wont even sing a-long "

I guess i've been missing out alot?

Well last wednesday, my boyfriend&I hit wild wild wet.
it was a school day so there wasnt much people there.
It was sooo fun! i wore this really really nice bikini i bought.
well my boyfriend, being the very aunty he was (and still is), wouldnt let me at first.
but...heck. ((:
anyway we took the samsung slide-up. & our face got so cramp.
we had 98 rounds of the lazy river. and even, almost, got drown in tsunami.
the best part was jacuzzi. because he was being way too naughty!
after that we intend to go to the nearest mall for proper food, but we got soooo hungry
that we just decided on burger king instead. yumm :D

After that it was work almost everyday for me, very lethargic i must say.
On Sat, i was woken up very early in the morning. Went JB with cousins and back home
to get ready for work. I was really really reluctant then.
because my family was having steamboat and the food was such a spread!
before i left, my uncles&aunties was busy preparing the food.
My mum even bought the long crunchy mushroom(my fav).
seriously, it was such a mental test for me that night.
but heck, i just go to work. But after work they waited for me though.
I reached my place about 12.30am, and saw the whole bunch of them still sitting around laughing like
its 7pm at night. so i cooked my own food, ate and sit around. At 1.30am i got so tired that i went back home
and sleep. God knows what time they came home.

So it was work work work until Thursday, where my body finally decided to announce that im tired.
So i took the day's off. I went out and bought food for hungry starving people.
I felt like an aunty with so many plastic bags in my hand.
Went Q's house, ate and slacked.
Overnight at woodlands till yesterday. Had training for Tomorrow.
Well my group are suppose to perform for Woodlands' Chingay event.
But sadly im working&im dying to take another day's off.
Eversince im working i've been missing out alot of shows and comps. damn it.
Just this once, Chingay! ):

So today im going out with my Girlfriend's family.
I dont know where but she said just bring passport, just in case.
But i know it's gonna be fun. I mean although the both of us buih
Nayaga for the dinner thing at Mandarin Hotel, it's gonna be the both of us together ya know.
fun fun fun. (:

well i read this magazine article recently on why woman should quit smoking.
and they wrote alot of things like, it you're stress and you smoke it will only make you even more fatigue
or it will only make you look more aged than you really are... and many kinds of shits.
I think its very redundant. Because you know for the writer to write such article, we can probably conclude
that he/she is not a smoker. Which means to say you dont sit in my position, you dont even know how i feel.
So shut up about stupid science theory cause it really, doesnt help.
I mean not that i smoke or anything. Its just very dumb you know?

2010-02-15T01:34:00.003+08:00

You know how stupid i can get?
Just now at work i was day dreaming a little.
I was thinking how cool it is that Ashyqil shares the same date as Valentine's.
& not realising it was my 10th monthversarry today, until i logged into FB and saw
my boyfriend wishing me. & he said he knew i forget it, again. Ahahahahahahahahaha.
DUMB SIA SYAA! So sad cause it's already 10 month and one day after i realise.
hais. sorry ah dear. (:

Well work was fun, i guess.
Did East Lodge with Aidil&Naomi. Very busy night.
Kak ty came over to Night Safari. (:

Well trip to Gunung Ledang was cancelled.
Because my bloody boss wont bloody let us take replacement this festive season.
HAIYAAAAA. *SAD!*

On a brighter note,
his coming back tomorrow. I cant wait.
Cause i miss him like crazy..
even more than words can say..
i miss him like crazy..
every minute and everyday..
SING ALONG PEOPLE!

Peace out.

2010-02-14T15:23:00.002+08:00

" Shine on me "

I am watching Penelope now.
But twilight was before this, and i swear i missed watching it!
Cant believe i could still remember most of the script in there.

Well i am still looking for replacement at work tomorrow.
I really want to go to that Gunung Ledang place.
But so far no one wants to replace me. Whats more its CNY so i dont want to
disturb my chinese friends.

Tomorrow, my boyfriend's coming back.
Damn i miss him.

2010-02-14T02:25:00.002+08:00

" You treat me like a rose "

It's Valentine's day and im all alone.
Haiqal has left for KL since Friday and wont be back till Monday.
It's obvious, that im missing him badly.

But well i went out today, to KKH to see darling.
Yes i guess i left out the part where Ibu just gave birth,on the 12th of February,to a healthy
baby girl (:
Babygirl so cute! Seriously. I just cant get enough of kissing, carrying and staring at her.
& God she smell soooo good!!!!! (:
Im totally in love with her. Oh, her name is Nur Qusyairah.
You see if you jumble up her name(minus the Q) it would be my name :D
Oh i just love her.

I came home quite late just now. Around 1.45am and you know it doesnt feel good.
In fact it feels so weird that i had no one to call when i reach home to reprimand
me on going home late, again. hais.

I've been so lost without my boyfriend that i've decided to work tomorrow
though it's my day off. hais.
What a sad life.
On a brighter note, My dad to told me that we're going to Gunung Ledang on Monday.
That if i get replacement at work.
But i really want to. I mean who knows i might bump onto my boyfriend at the causeway or smtg.
heh. & of course because i miss Munabai MBBS. hahahaha :D

2010-02-11T16:22:00.003+08:00

" Love is a riddle "

I got a new hairdo and i love it!
Just took these pictures minutes ago, heh :D

Okay im off to work! BYEEEEEE (L)

2010-02-09T14:35:00.002+08:00

" Lara bernada resah gelora "

Dont ask why, i've been busy.
Here's latest (simplified) update on Family chalet, which was awesome, by the way.

First day(05/02/09):
I woke up early to pack my stuff, headed to sunshine after that.
Went my aunt's place, fetched my cousin. Went back took my stuff.
We proceed to Pasir Ris around 4plus. It was raining heavily back then.
Reached there blablablabla. Checked in put our stuff.
Went over to Downtown East Mall, i wanted to buy slipper my aunty wanted to go NTUC.
So blablabla, the havaianas store there didnt have my Strawberry flipflop. Damn sad.
So no choice i had to buy something else. Couldnt make up my mind whether to pick the
pink or blue slipper so i bought both. haha. typical me.
Blablabla.
Went back to chalet, at night more family arrived.
I was condemned over burnt chicken. pfft. What's the big deal, its edible whatttt. lols.
Had dinner. My very smart ingenious cousins brought over DVD player from home.
BUT, she didnt bring any DVDs for us to watch. How smart is that?
So my cousins went to Mustafa Center and bought a few DVDs back.
We watched till late. But before we knew it, everyone was fast asleep. haha.

Second day(06/02/09):
More people came over. They went swimming in the afternoon.
Smart eh? It was scorching hot mind you. Even the water wasnt cooling.
I only join them for awhile. Cik Ika was being such an arse..
she was like, " suruh orang atas(God) off water heater boleh? " LOL!!
After that we went back blablabla and there was BBQ.
followed by games. very hectic crazy games.
The prize meaningless to us for two reasons:
1) It was either A BAR OF SOAP, FACIAL WASH, SHAMPOO OR PAD. -.-
2) Everyone was a cheater so at the end no one really win.
But heck, we played for the fun of it.
At the end of the game we played war, our weapons were: Flour&Water.
And mind you, my mother had MY handphone hanged around her neck when uncle pour a pail
of water on her. AND uncle was wearing MY rockstar cap when Zaid threw flour at him. -______-
After that we watched this short Family video made by Tijah.
Old photos of us put in a slideshow with hilarious music background.
We were laughing our ass off at my aunty's picture, she was posing my a coconut tree with huge afro hair.
It was so funny, and my cousin edited the music background to KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI. ahahaha.
so damn funny.
Anyway after the games and everything we cousins then realised we were hungry. lame siaaaa.

Third day(07/02/09):
Nur woke me up fucking early in the morning.
We went to the playroom and had fun. Deprived childhood uh.
The slide damn scary that even the kids didnt dare to go down alone. hahaha.
So yeah went back to chalet took photo blablabla then we went Jalan Kayu to eat prata.

More pics @ facebook.

I just have to comment on this picture. Look at the very end, my uncle&cousin were sitting ON their car. LOL.

Anyway tomorrow's gonna be fun fun fun fun :DD

2010-02-02T20:20:00.002+08:00

I just realised our family chalet will be held this week, friday-sunday! yay! :D
Im finally getting my hands on Elizabeth Arden's blusher! yay! :D
Im finally getting my hands on Havaianas Strawberry flipflop! yay! :D
Im finally exhanging rockstar cap with Aidil! yay! :D
I finally rented ' Hie My Sweetheart! '
Im falling in love with Show Luo! :D
Life is good, love my family(Y) cant wait to meet them this weekend! :D

2010-01-30T11:46:00.001+08:00

I woke up with a flu&cough.
A day more, i can pull this through.

My dad sending me later.

2010-01-30T00:37:00.002+08:00

" Seiring jalan jatuh bangun tawa dan tangisan "

hello there.

It's only been a few days that i didnt turn up for training,
but so much had been learnt.
Almost ragam is completed. Now, i have to learn from the scratch.
Studied for 2 freaking hell days. First round selection today.
They kept the result from us but i think i didnt made it through.
Though i made no mistake, i was freaking nervous.
Tomorrow second round of selection. Wish me luck!

On a brighter note, those who hadnt been selected may get tickets for free. i like :D
Nevermind lah, be it if im not selected.
Thinking about it, my group is very competitive. Most of the girls are from well known group.
In short, professionals. Even if i am selected, i think my attendance would be a very
much minus point for me. ):

So im damn tired.
Tomorrow training, then selection.
Sunday, Achorville CC

2010-01-26T15:11:00.002+08:00

" Life feels gooood :D "

I thought it was going to rain, then the sun broke out.
I never felt so devastated before.

ahahaha. stop it ehk.

Yesterday at work i was doing tram station with sue.
God knows what i went through.
Yesterday i had the worst experience with guests. I was handling a group
of Indians from their mainland of 80pax.
& this lady she was getting in my way, pantang aku!
Then she started speaking. I tell you, as soon as she opens her mouth i felt like puking.
It stinks!!!! so so so so badly! seriously. I've never smell something so disgusting before.
It's like she's been eating shit all these while. I quickly turn and walk away, my eyes were already
watery then. Im not over-reacting. It is that bad. Really bad.
I mean i ever smell bad breath before but hers is like the worst. Its like a whole garbage chute
in that hole.

Today im doing show in charge. hopefully it wont cock up.
&After today its gonna be holiday for me!!!

Well, Not really laa just training all the way and then comp.
Heard there would be selection for this competition. Im pretty nervous.
Because i also heard that one of the criteria is attendance.
& It seems that's my biggest problem. Thats why they call me Syaa Buih. lol.
Anyway not a funny thing. Im nervous. I want to be selected. Pick Me!!

2010-01-25T15:21:00.000+08:00

Anyone know where i can get Elizabeth Arden in Singapore? ):

2010-01-24T12:40:00.003+08:00

" Yesterday, love was such an easy game "

hellohellomarshmellow.

kay lamefamesehfeh. -.-

Yesterday's training was awesome.
I was a day late, because i skipped training during my boyfriend's birthday.
So we came early & i learnt some moves.
So niceeeeee. ((:
Learn,sing,learn,sing. We went to 7-11 to grab some food when we're starving
and pretty much continue the routine until 10pm.
So slacked, meeting then went to Pasar Malam.
Reached home about 11.30

So after that i watched '67th Golden Globe Award' on ch18.
and guess who i saw?
JOSH DUHAMEL sitting in the crowd with Fergie!!!!
Sexy&Charming as always.
And the other night i went to catch a movie with boyfriend, i saw a poster of his
upcoming movie! i forget the title but it'll be released on 18th March.
So cool.
Fyi, for those blur sotong, Josh Duhamel is the lead actor of Las Vegas.
Who is attached to Fergie. Who acted some scenes in Transformers if im not wrong.
((:

Im meeting boyfriend later :D

2010-01-23T13:08:00.002+08:00

" Until i got high "

Training 3pm-10pm today.
im not complaining.
Competition's in a week's time.
im not complaining.

As you know yesterday was my boyfriend's birthday.
Nisa&I intended to give him a surprise by popping by his house at midnight, which failed.
Then we decided to go for second surprise by being there before he comes back from friday prayers. which failed as well. hahaha. we are such losers.
So i waited for him to come back from friday prayers at his void deck.
It was meant to be a surprise. But i get soooo impatient that i decided to
call him, and him to get his ass home now cause im waiting. hahahahha.
im such a loser. so plans failed. nevertheless after what felt like 89hours,
he finally came back with a sore wrist. that fucker fadhil.
then he went up to change. i wanted to follow him home but my boyfriend didnt let me.
Apparently it was because of the way i dress. My boyfriend, once an aunty always an aunty.

Anyway we went to town after that.
Had my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner. i swear i was starving.
boyfriend had zinger while i had mcspicy. yeah cool right?
caught 7.10pm Toothfairy show after that.
okayokay baby je.
Had ice cream. Smashed ice cream at his face. It was so funny.
On the way back i kept talking the 'F language' with him.
Not as in FUCK as in the kifitefe safayangfang afawakfak kinda thing.
and it got so stucked that when i laugh i was like, hafahafahafahafa. funny sia.

then we made out.

HAHAHAHA.
NO LAA. went back home after that. my leg was full of blisters
cause i was wearing heels the whole time.
My mum laughed at me when i reached home -.-

okay thats it then.

2010-01-22T01:46:00.002+08:00

GO, GO, GO, GO, GO SHAWTY IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY.
WE'RE GONNA PARTY LIKE IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY!

MY BOYFRIEND JUST TURNED 18...!
SWEET.

LOVE YOU TOO MUCH BABY!

2010-01-20T12:54:00.001+08:00

Busy busy bumble bee.
I'm at my aunt's place now alone.
Overnight here last night.

2010-01-14T00:22:00.002+08:00

" The way we fight, the times i cried "

Training just now.
VERY LAME TRAINING JUST NOW.
change song again while competition is in 2 weeks time.
great. & thanks eh, budak2 PROFESSIONAL for making us wait.

Going to SP tomorrow.
I still dont know which course to choose.
Business? Tourism? Law? Sports? Early Childhood?

Replacing Rahman for work tomorrow.
Its only been a week plus since payday, and my money has dried up.
Been spending like theres no tomorrow, its so hard to resist temptation.
The other day, i bought a dress from F21. which i dont even know why.
I cant seem to find a reason to wear that dress. lols.
But its nice, so i bought it. lols.
Guess its gonna help my closet to trap some dust.

2010-01-13T14:53:00.002+08:00

My secondary school life change when i start sitting beside
Rudi Afifi Kor in class during sec1.
Always laughing, annoyed, angry. His always playing around with my emotion.
As years pass, it seems that he understand me more than anyone does.
When we fight, we dont talk to each other.
We're not that close anymore, but we still hang out sometimes.
He may seem annoying&dont care less attitude.
But the fact is, he can be soft inside sometime.
Caring.
He know my favourite song of all time. He know my character and how
i will react to things.
Maybe its the special talent he possess, i dont know.

But after today, everythings gonna change.
i had the biggest fight of all time with him.
Yes, of all time. Of all time we could see each other every day in class and mend things
why now?

Rudi! says:
its not about this anymore
after this conversation
we're not friends anymore ok?
but still
save it with haiqal

SYAA™ says:
thats not your business. fine, not friends anymore.

2010-01-12T14:31:00.002+08:00

So this is what happen:

I've been feeling so down knowing i am so not gonna mke it,
i guess i dont have to elaborate much on this. Those who knew, should know.
Furthermore i've been updating depressing post in this blog. (lols)

Then again when yesterday come, i felt so chill.
I knew what was coming&i had already made my plans for the future.
Sitted in the hall, playing around with curly while the Principal is crapping his way
on the stage, when my name was called i took the booklet and refuse to open it.
Waited for curly and both of us ran to the toilet.
Exchanged booklet, looked at each other's result. While she screamed looking at mine,
i screamed looking at hers.
It was the moment of my life i tell you. I could not believe it.
But Alhamdullilah, i made it though my score's not that great.
No distinction either, except for malay laa. ):
But anyway, for the next 15 minutes we were screaming, hugging&crying all at the same time.
I thought i was dreaming then, everything felt so surreal.
But then again, if it was a dream, i wouldnt dare to wake up.

Reality Check: I made it.

Im not trying to imply here that you still can pass without studying.
You still have to study hard, extra hard. So you could be better than me.
Cheers :D

For now, i've got a major headache.
Dont know which course to take.

2010-01-11T15:34:00.002+08:00

Alhamdullilah, i pass my O levels.
Didnt expect my result to turn out like this, seriously.
Alhamdullilah.
L1R4=18Points (:

Congrats to my boyfriend!
Im so proud of you dear.
L1R4=15Points (:

WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D

2010-01-08T01:05:00.002+08:00

Work sucks today, my mind was drifting away.

Lost. If i have the money&power,
i would go on a faraway vacation now. Alone.

Without the need to worry about anything.
Without the need to report EVERY SINGLE THING THAT I DO.
Without the need to think so much.

I WANNA BREAK FREE.

2010-01-06T13:10:00.002+08:00

Heard the news?
Monday, 2pm.
Breathe syaa, breathe. You're ready for this.
You're ready for all the dissappointing face you'll have to face.
You're ready for all the mockings you have to hear.
You're ready to break your parent's heart.
You're ready for Republic Poly or even ITE.
You're ready. You can do this syaa, c'mon. We'll overcome this.

Brace yourself.

2010-01-05T23:27:00.002+08:00

Went out with boyfriend today.
Watched Alvin&the Chipmunks 2, so funny.
Walked to Takashimaya. Visited Bobbi Brown & finally got my hands
on the creamy lipstick. Oh yeah, the Rose Petal. Im so in love with it ♥

Dinner @ Cahaya.
Not a so fun outing. Too much stiff&arguments.
Tomorrow off day again, going out with parents.

2010-01-04T14:54:00.002+08:00

" It's like one of those bad dreams we cant wake up "

Finally, a proper update.
My schedule's been really tight these days&thus the lack of sleep.
After what feels like 839days, i finally had a comfortable sleep that i woke up at 2 this noon.
Feels soooo good. & tomorrow, i'll FINALLY(again) get my off day from work.
As you can see days are getting better, even night safari wasnt as hectic as it was since Christmas! :D

Oh ya, countdown updates.
So on the 31st December i had to come for work despite the fact i've actually taken my off day.
But nevermind, i end at 9.15pm so headed down to HQ showered, change&all. Sue was there, we were like at home
running around putting makeup, get our stuff at locker&such. i was even barefooted then. haha.
Bid goodbye to everyone & boyfriend came to fetch me. We took the SEX IN THE CITY bus(hahahaha) together with Ashrin.
Alighted at Rendezvous and walked to Chijmes. Then we went to meet his cousin.
Wrote our resolutions, which mine sounded like a wishlist(haha), had some drink and off we go. Countdown on the dancefloor.
My boyfriend&I couldnt stop mocking the old couples dancing behind. Hilarious i tell you.
Anyway, walked around town, walked so far. Had some food @ Macdonalds and then we stayed at some hotel's lobby
while waiting for Kak Piz's Dad to come and fetch us. While at the lobby we had this scary experience with
this disgusting scary looking drunkard with saliva dripping from his mouth like water tap not closed properly, so funny.
Luckily Abg Imran was huge enough to cover us. Huge as in muscular. lol.
& then the ride came, we, toegether with Kak Nurul&Abg Imran were dropped off at Chijmes again.
So me & boyfriend hailed a cab and off we go to Sentosa. Alighted at Beach Station Rudi&the others came to fetch us.

Sentosa was pretty much havoc. You could probably see drunkards everyone.
& the smell of alcohol is excruciating. Meet up with the others. Chilled & all.
I got a bad headache then. I dont know why. & so i vomitted.
yes i vomitted by the sea. lain orang minum, lain orang yang muntah. lols.
After that we basically just chilled. had a small campfire made of candles.
Most of my friends were drunk& their antics really made us laugh hard. Like this guy, he called
next chill his brother and the lighter his sister. hahaha.
the best was we laid down on the mat listening to 'best part of songs' singing along and switching to other songs before you knew it. Of course Rudi Afifi Kor was being a total asshole by skipping all the songs i knew.
So fahmi said, ' Sya, you dont sing. Just sing in your heart okay. ' -______-
& when i realised the sky was red & state it's going to rain, jonathan goes " the God is angry " hahahaha.
Anyway before we knew it, the sun was out. The boys decided to play soccer. But couldnt find any balls so they used FISHBALLS.
assholes. packed up they bath and stuff breakfast ant harbourfront blablabla took 188 blablablabla reached home ard 11.

Really exhausted from work&countdown then so i slept till about 4 and got ready for work.
worked went back and slept around 2am and woke up at 8.45am for undangan. after undangan work again.
after that slept at 2am again. woke up at 8.45am again for undangan and then work again.
So you see thats why last night was the best sleep in my life.

today im working again. tomorrow off day.
going out with boyfriend. yayayayayyayayayyyy! :DD

bye

2010-01-01T16:52:00.002+08:00

" I dont really like the reality, its too clear for me "

New Year Eve celebration was awesome!
As you can see in all my previous post i did not expose my outing plan, i was afraid of some people would stalk me.
Dont wanna go much into that.
Anyway we went to CHIJMES and then to Sentosa.
So much fun we had. Came back home around 11 this morning.
I'll update more tonight, if i have the time.
For now it's time for me to get ready for work

2009-12-31T01:54:00.003+08:00

I am so excited, weijie called just now & said for us
to gather for countdown, we're gonna go somewhere to party.
YAY! this is what everything should be about :D

But of course we wont abandon my bf's family.
plan still go on as usual but we'll leave for our peeps.
woohoooo!(:
fyi, i miss my classmates. just now when i called weijie
that fucker rudi was in the background desiao me like crazy.
asshole sia. they must be slacking somewhere now.

i cant wait to party man, seriously, i need the dance floor badly.
hope tomorrow's gonna be a good night&may God bless till morning.

Work just now was crazy. Dont talk about it. I reached home at 1am.
Only Rachel and me in charge of East Lodge. Alhamdullilah, everything went well.

So to everyone out there, HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE.
I have no resolutions, cause i've always hated those i dont think it ever come true.
Just go with the flow guys. Follow where your life may lead you.
Laugh, Have fun, Party all night. Dont think too much :D

2009-12-30T15:20:00.002+08:00

" My heart never felt so life less "

Work last night was fun, i was with suesue all the way.
laughed throughout & she gave me a so unglam nick, ' Esah ' wtf.
Anyway last night was horrendously busy just like 3 days ago & the best thing was we didnt have enough manpower. So i was basically running around station 1A when sue abandoned me for ME.
& you know what irritates me the most? when i've been repeating my lungs out,
" Tram rides to your right & exit to your left " but people can still come out to me and ask,
" This way to tram ride? " what the hell man.
So managed to catch the last bus home.
& Chand was forcing me to work on New Year's eve(tomorrow)
I've already block my days weeks ago. I didnt agree to him yet cause i know my boyfriend
would give me attitude if i agreed. So i asked bf if his okay&he said yeah.
So apparently tomorrow i'll go to work with a so many things.
Gonna shower there, change and all. After that his gonna fetch me & off we go for celebration.

2009-12-29T15:20:00.002+08:00

" Bergerak alunan seinti arah acuan "

It's gonna rain! :D
Yesterday i was caught in a freaking traffic jam, caused by stupid lorry&truck drivers suspected to be from JB,
on my way to work in 927 then. So freaking bored in the bus & we got stucked for so long that i managed to
put make up on, which i realised its nicely done than usual, and even done eating the cupcake i brought from home.
Luckily i wasnt late for punch-card.

So yesterday work was fun. I was paired with Rachel to do usher.
So much gossiping&laughing. She's so funny laa. So much fun that i extended to 11pm (:
Then my dad fetched me.

Days had been awesome.
I eventually went for D&D. Not bad, the performers were hilarious.
& the games were dirty&funny. I won myself a coffee-maker which of course, my mum is so proud off.
For the whole night Night Safari were so dark&creepy. Fairusboy&I only had a pathetic tiny lifeless torch which barely
gives off light, to shine our way. Some more it was cold, my fault for wearing that dress actually. So luckily i had fairusboy jacket wrapped around me. Reached home around 3am.

The next day i was so freaking tired that i overslept for undangan.
Had to reach CC before 11 but i was still in bed at 10am. haha. So after much calls from Q, i decided to just meet
them at Marsiling, the venue itself. This time our undangan was special because Man's brother was the one getting married. So much chaotic. The best part was we combined group with Tedja Timur., which means our side
doesnt have to play kuda. Tedja had kuda&barungan. nice.
So fun&happening. Another group Teratai came to join at the end.
So more people. Seriously, happening.

So thats it. Wont be updating as often anymore.
Will be pretty busy with life chores.
So see ya around. Take care.

2009-12-25T14:10:00.002+08:00

" With a kiss on the side of my face "

I went through my past updates just now.
Funny. Sad. Heart-wrenching. Trauma. Happiness.
Im only seventeen&it's wonders how much i've gone through in life,
with just a small step lies destruction.

& theres this update it must have been really old, about
me being 'promoted' to 'call master'
lols. im already in charge of the discipline in dikir now :D

i finally got my dress for new year.
loving it :D

& im sleepy. bye.

2009-12-25T00:45:00.002+08:00

" Cause you and i both love ♥ "

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! :DDDD
I AM SOOOOO LOVING CHRISTMAS!
PRESENTS SO FAR SO GOOD.
BESIDE THE LINGERIE MY MUM BROUGHT BACK SO MANY YUMMY FERRARO CHER(?) CHOCOLATES. DAMN GOOD SIOOOOOL ESPECIALLY THE KUKUNUT AND BITTER CHOCS ONE.

OKAY ANOTHER GOOD THING ABOUT CHRISTMAS IS,
EVERYTHING IS FUCKING ON SALE! OMGGGGGGG.
&&&& COTTON ON LIKE HAVING THIS 50% THING. WOAH WOAH.
BUTBUT. TOO BAD IM BROKE. MUAHAHAHAHA.
MY MONEY FLEW JUST BY STARING AT THESE SCREEN ALONE AND GIVING AWAY
SOME CLICKS TO THE " ADD TO CART " BUTTON.
WHICH MY BOYFRIEND DESCRIBE AS A WASTE OF MONEY.
HE DONT UNDERSTAND THE TRUE MEANING OF HAPPINESS.

WHY THE FUCK AM I CAPS-LOCKING?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

kay enough sya. im getting high already.
omg omg omg. cannot.

i asked my mum just now for the 894th times to subscribe to Boomerang(36) cause
all the great cartoons are there.
She happily clicked on the TV GUIDE, scrolled and said.
" Taknak, takde crite Felix the Cat " & Starts singing to Felix the cat's theme song.
Wtf.

TODAY I HAPPILY went out with my dear boyfriend.
i dragged him to henderson wave and we walked and walked till hort park
so fucking tired we were both dehydrated but it was fun fun fun.
and we saw chip&dale. hahahahahaha.
I LOVE MY BF MY BF LOVE ME CAUSE ABANG SAYANG KAKAK KAKAK SAYANG ABANG SING DEAR SING!!! HAHAHAHAHA. MUAH.

2009-12-23T12:13:00.002+08:00

" You taste just like glitter mixed with Rock&Roll "

Good day little Earthlings.
Yesterday wasnt that great, i didnt quite like yesterday despite the fact i was
out with my moronic boyfriend the whole time.
We fought yesterday laa, what else?
Right at the entrance of Jurong Point we stopped&fought. How sweet.
Anyways, we were okay after that.
That idiot, i dont know how he does it, but he can easily break a smile on my face no matter
how angry i get.
They say true love is when you teared about someone yet still want him badly.

Okay enough of the sentimental. Im very confused on today's plan.
My mum asked to tag her along shopping for christmas presents @ 5.30pm
wherelse i have dikir training @ 6pm
at the same time i have to be at Tiong Bahru @ 6.10pm to collect my custom made dress.
rabak pe?

I feel very ugly this moment my skins are starting to peel off.
My boyfriend kept teasing me about it&never stops zooming at my nose,
making me wanna run 10 thousand miles away from him.
that moron. hope it heals fast.
No, i dont regret. I think its all worth the fun i had with my family.

My boyfriend's sister got enlisted in my school, BPGHS.
How cool is that? Sad to say we are graduating.

Last night i had a nightmare. I dreamt i scored 37points for my O's.
hais, actually im prepared for the worst.
its my fault for not studying & didnt even prepare myself.
Dont think regret does anything. So yeah, it's better for me to plan for the future.
Perhaps retaking my O's? Because seriously, i know i can do better if only i had studied.
PBS? it's a private recognised mass communication course, dont think i can make it in poly so yeah thought of taking private.
See, im already moving on :D

2009-12-21T13:54:00.002+08:00

Im backk :D
well sad to say theres no pictures to display the great times we've been having.
While i was depending on Tijah for her to bring the camera, she was depending on me.
Of course you can probably tell what happened next.

Anyway, it was good fun of course. The food were great.
I couldnt stop munching on the prawns&caramel corn.
We played games, take a swim, build sandcastle(which didnt last long after being destroyed by evil little devils i call kids).
Well by the end of the day, i saw my nose&cheeks redden. Yes it does happen to me too,
a sign im gonna get darker than i am.
Anyway, the sunburn hurts quite so much and i thought that the red on my nose pretty much
welcomes the festive season coming this week.

So today is back to work,eat&sleep.
Our next overnight outing would be in February, we've booked our all time
favourite Aloha Bungalow @ Loyang. Yay, the last time we went was on Syabil's Birthday,
we booked it for 5days 4 night then, it was Awesome i tell you.
I remembered us going out in like 3am in the morning and walked to downtown just to go 7-11?
Ordering Pizza&KFC for like every single night?
Bottom line, i cant wait for February.

Christmas is coming & im very much looking forward to it.
Not that i celebrate it of course but like they say, it is a season of joy afterall.
What with the presents&warm wishes.
My work place gonna have this Christmas party kind of thing on the 26th.
The interesting thing is it starts at 1am and ends till late dawn because of course
we have to wait for Night Safari to close and all.
I still havent make up my mind whether to go or not ):

Well thats it then.
Chiows.

2009-12-18T13:19:00.003+08:00

I'm just done cleaning my pig-sty room.
Sneezed so much just now.

So countdown plans settled, we'll be going with my boyfriend's side.
Told ya he wont let me off.
Now my head spins on what to wear. Blog shopped a bit just now,
Came upon a website selling nice dresses with resonable price.
Thought of wearing tube, but my boyfriend wont let me.
So i guess i'll just go along with a simple one.
OR OR.
I saw something from topshop the other day. Not a dress, but it's nice.
Oversized off shoulder kind of stuff. It's pink :D
So yeah, spin spin. my head is spinning.

Any ideas on what to wear, anyone? ):

2009-12-18T01:21:00.001+08:00

Work was fun :D
as usual.

Well, i still cant wait for kick ass saturday.

2009-12-17T16:04:00.001+08:00

Curly came to pass me christmas present!
She bought me Pierre Cardin's Lingerie!! HAHA.
damn sexy, i like :D
& it's GREEN!! :D

2009-12-17T15:04:00.000+08:00

SFQ just called
She said she's gonna be at my doorstep in 15mins.

WTF.
so random. i havent even take a shower.
WTF. that curly. damnit.

2009-12-17T14:47:00.002+08:00

Im waiting for Q to come over and bring me my takoyaki balls.
yummeh.
Work later.
Saturday, i cant wait for saturday!:D
Miss my pumpkins.

Oh countdown plans.
Bf said maybe going with his side, basically his cousins.
I dont know, we still havent get along that well.
Im still very shy&so it's kinda awkward.
Bottom line, plans still held.
Well i dont mind separating with my boyfriend, hehe.
I doubt he will let me escape.

Just now we had an issue about dress.
That asshole wouldnt let me buy a new dress.
Claims that it's too sexy and that i may get kidnapped & brought home by some stranger.
How aunty can my bf's brain work?
-.-

2009-12-17T12:46:00.002+08:00

Just to inform that everything's OKAY.
I sincerely wanna apologise to my dearest boyfriend for not answering his calls
or even give him a chance to explain the real situation.
When i finally decided to answer his call, he was already sobbing(how cute!) explaining to me
what really happened. & at an instance i felt so much guilt rushing up through to me.
For all this while i've been nothing but a selfish bitch who wont
even listen to his side of the story.
So love, im sorry okay?
You know i love you you love me we are one big family kan? (:

ANYWAY ANYWAY.
whats up for new year's plan? I soooooooooo wanna party laa.
hais, wish my pay would come faster ):
I've lend my savings to my friend, he is in financial crisis.
So yeah its okay, he needs money now more than i do.

2009-12-15T15:40:00.002+08:00

Im very tired & lethargic.
Wish i didnt have to go for work.

Accidentally knocked my head against the wall.
Wonder why i dont feel any pain.
Instead the heart ache.

Everything's crazy.

2009-12-15T15:11:00.002+08:00

Boys treat us as tissue.
They pick us up when they're in need, as in bored,
but dont even bother to think of us when they've kept themself occupied.

Whatever you're feeling, i felt twice the pain.
It was our fucking 8 months.

Why call me so many times only now?
What happened to the whole day of yesterday?

Forget it, ive resign myself to fate.
If i could be a nun, i would have reform myself now.

Tomorrow is my off day.
I'll be going somewhere far. For good & peace,
& release my mind from all this shit.